| I don't trust anyone. I don't feel comfortable opening up to anyone. But I know I shouldn't keep all these thoughts and feelings inside. But I choke up. I can't. I just can't let people be close. I can't let people know. I don't feel like they'd understand. I don't feel like they'd care. I don't feel like I should. But shouldn't i?
And now I'm reduced to confessing a tip of an iceberg to assorted strangers and acquaintances on a blog.
I feel disconnected and lonely and confused. I'm not sure the things I'm supposed to do. I've stopped looking forward to things, now it all seems dim and scary.
I've stopped feeling good naturally. |
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